SERIOUSLY!?

Day 6: Your Day

Well. This is the perfect topic for today.

I woke up this morning and didn't take a shower. I'm trying this new thing where I shower at night so I can wear my hair down the next day and I won't have to have wet head for 3 hours. It was pretty nice. My body didn't wig out too much.

I start getting dressed. I'm debating on what pants I should wear. I see a pair that I tried on 2 weeks ago and think "huh. I'd really like to wear those..wonder if they fit" so I put them on and GUESS WHAT!!! They do!! :) So well! 2 weeks ago they fit but were uncomfortably tight now they're quite comfortable!

I also wore my hair down. I got lots of compliments which made me feel good.

I went to math. Blah. Then I went to History. Man. I was not motivated AT ALL to pay attention today.

I decided I wanted to take a "Jenny Craig picture" because I felt so good. So during Megan Monday I was gonna have her take one. I don't feel like it anymore.

I got on facebook to find a fairly recent picture of me..before I started losing weight and what does the first thing on my news feed say "___________ is now in a relationship" WHAT THE HECK!?!?! [this is a person I wouldn't mind dating....] He told me JUST this morning that we could hang out this weekend because I have a birthday present for him and he won't be around then. WHO DOES THAT KIND OF JUNK!??! Seriously!?
You tell one girl [whom you act like you like when you're with her] that you guys can hang out then you go and get in a relationship. UGH WHATEVER. I feel like this friendship will soon be over. I'm tired of this crap. I have so many questions I don't even know where to begin...who is she? what does she have that I don't? how long have they been almost dating? when/if were you planning on telling me!?!

WHAT THE HECK. I'm so furious right now I could cry or beat something up. Good thing I'm going to work out soon.

I may write more later depending on how the rest of my night goes.